The gentle breeze ruffled Monica's hair as she exited the Country Club in
search of her friend. Her heart was beating wildly as she hoped that
Andrew hadn't gotten too far...oh, God, she hoped and prayed that he
wasn't far away...
Glancing up at the shining sun and the bright, blue sky, Monica quickened
her pace as she rounded a corner and immediately caught sight of the
fancy bench that she and Andrew had sat at together not very long ago.
Only about an hour ago...
Tears of hurt for her best friend stung the angel's eyes as she stopped
in her tracks and thoughtfully took in the sight. Was it really an hour
ago since Andrew had told her his news?? It sure felt longer than that...
Oh, God, what did Adam say to him to make Andrew lose his temper and run
away?? Monica desperately pleaded, her teary, brown eyes staring
heavenward. Was it that bad??
Suddenly, before the Irish angel had a chance to ask more questions for
answers up above, she felt a tug at her heart and a memory popping into
her mind.
A memory she forever wanted only to forget...
Feeling like she was seriously going to throw up, Monica quickly made her
way over to the familiar bench and slumped down in it, wearily placing
her head in the palms of her hands. Trying to take as deep of breaths as
possible, the angel's mind traveled back in time to one year ago.
One year that seemed like only yesterday...
The images flashed before her like a silent movie: Herself and Tess
yelling at Andrew in the church; Tess telling their friend that they had
been better off before he ever came around and that they didn't want his
friendship; reading Andrew's heart-breaking note to them after he had ran
away; both she and Tess realizing what their harsh words had done to
Andrew; going after their friend and finding him; the accident; Andrew
hanging on for dear life as he lay in a coma for a month; the hurt and
pain after he had awaken and, after several days, remembered what had
happened...and finally, Andrew's forgiveness to them...
The tears flowed faster than ever as Monica remembered that time and the
lesson that she and her supervisor had learned: Be careful about the
words you say. Verbal hurt is worse than physical pain...
Was that what just happened back there with him and Adam? she thought
desperately, her mind whirling. Did Adam say something so terrible to
Andrew that it made him run away from us? Again?? Please, God, not
again...I need to find him...I have to! There's not much time...
Slowly lifting her head out of her hands, the angel looked sadly around
her, hoping for a clue as to where she's find her friend...and found it.
Her brown eyes stopping on a figure sitting at the nearby, sparkling
lake, Monica kept her eyes locked on him as she immediately rose to her
feet, and without hesitation, made her way as quickly as possible to her
friend. Andrew's shiny, blonde hair ruffled with the light wind as he sat
with his arms folded tightly around his legs, apparently deep in thought.
Walking quickly over to her fellow angel, Monica watched the figure as he
let out a heavy sigh and rested the side of his head on his folded arms.
Not wanting to startle her best friend at her presence, the angel
silently sat down at Andrew's side, slightly clearing her throat in the
process.
Watching her friend shift slightly and glance quickly at her, Monica saw
the few tears in his green eyes...tears that appeared as though he was
trying hard to keep from falling.
Without saying a word just yet, the Irish angel reached an arm out for
her best friend and watched, her own heart hurting, as Andrew practically
collapsed against her, letting the tears out freely. Taking the signal
that it was okay to comfort him, Monica gently wrapped her arms around
the angel's shoulders as he sobbed against her.
Lightly rubbing his back to soothe her friend, Monica lifted her eyes
once again to the gorgeous sky and silently lifted a prayer of guidance.
Oh, Father...please give me the correct words to say here. I don't have
very much time here--and I really need to get Andrew and Adam back
together before this day is over...
*****
"...Tess, I know that what I said to Andrew was wrong," Adam whispered
horesly, lowering his eyes to the hard floor of the dining room where he
stood with Tess in front of him,
"I realized it the second the words came out of my mouth...but I can't
take them back. Believe me, Tess, I want to more than anything,
but...it's impossible..."
"You're right about that, Baby," Tess agreed firmly, but lovingly, as she
stared into the angel's blue eyes,
"You CAN'T take those words back that you told Andrew, Adam. And, yes, it
was wrong; but I'm glad to see that you realize it. But, Adam, listen.
You have to realize something here, Baby. You need to remember in the
future that words have power. Monica and I learned it the hard way...do
you remember that, Adam?"
Flinching a bit at the question, the Angel of Death forced his head to
nod as he recalled what had occurred with Andrew, Monica and Tess a year
ago. The horrible memory would always be fresh in his mind, no matter how
hard he wished it to go away...
"Yeah, I remember that, Tess...I always will," Adam finally answered,
raising his guilty-looking, blue eyes to meet Tess'. Gulping, he
continued softly,
"I'll remember how much words sometimes hurt...it's just that--I'm going
to miss you three so much, Tess! I'm no longer going to be working with
Andrew as my fellow Angel of Death and who knows WHEN I'll ever see him
again?? You know how close we are, Tess! I mean--I'm happy for Monica and
you, but...I can't be happy for Andrew! He's practically my best friend
and it hurts to think about him moving to Search and Rescue..."
His voice cracking, Adam turned away as he felt hot tears sting his eyes.
Sniffing a bit, the angel raised a hand and quickly wiped the wetness
from his eyes with the back of his hand.
Coming over to her friend, Tess reached an arm out and gently wrapped it
around his slumped shoulders. Rubbing his back gently, Tess whispered
softly, tears rolling down her face as she spoke,
"I know it hurts to hear the news, Baby," she gently replied, sighing,
"It hurts me, too, to know that after tonight, I'll be separated from my
Angel Babies. But...we both have to know something here, Adam."
Gently pulling away from the embrace, the older angel raised the palm of
her hand and slid it under her fellow angel's chin, raising it to look at
her.
"We both have to know that this is what's best for them. The Father
wouldn't have moved us if He didn't think we were ready for it. He
wouldn't. I know that this will be a huge change for ALL of us, but we
can handle it. You also have to realize, honey, that we shouldn't be
thinking about our feelings here; we need to think about how much Andrew
and Monica want these positions and are ready for them and THEIR
feelings. And--I'm sure you'll see Andrew again; just like I'm sure I'll
see him and Monica again. None of us, but the Father, know the answer to
'When?', but I'm sure we will. You understand, Baby?"
Lovingly looking into the angel's eyes, Tess watched as Adam slowly
nodded his head, the tears flowing fast down his pale cheeks,
"Do--do you think Andrew will ever forgive me, Tess?" he quietly choked
out, his heart breaking at the very thought.
Tilting her head to the side, the older supervisor gazed sympathetically
at the angel. Finally, after some serious thought, she spoke truthfully,
"I don't know, Adam," she answered sadly. "I'm not Andrew...only he will
have that answer if you ask him it...I'm hoping and praying that he will.
But--you'll have to go and find him if you want a real answer..."
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